{"id":2122,"date":"2024-08-28T01:06:12","date_gmt":"2024-08-27T21:06:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/?p=2122"},"modified":"2024-08-28T01:58:53","modified_gmt":"2024-08-27T21:58:53","slug":"yuxularin-qonagi-olan-sehid-emre-kaan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/?p=2122","title":{"rendered":"Yuxular\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131 olan \u015e\u018fH\u0130D – Emre Kaan"},"content":{"rendered":"
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UNUTSAQ, UNUDULARIQ!…<\/b><\/i><\/span><\/p>\n

H\u0259r \u015f\u0259hidin yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalan \u00e7ox maraql\u0131 h\u0259yat hekay\u0259si var. H\u0259r hekay\u0259 onlar\u0131 daha yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131ma\u011f\u0131m\u0131za v\u0259sil\u0259 olur.<\/p>\n

Bu hekay\u0259l\u0259r n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r maraql\u0131 olsa da, bir o q\u0259d\u0259r insan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini parampar\u00e7a edir.<\/p>\n

22 ya\u015fl\u0131 \u018fmr\u0259nin d\u0259 h\u0259yat hekay\u0259si d\u0259 \u00e7ox maraql\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m yaz\u0131lar\u0131mda h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 onlar\u0131n h\u0259r zaman bizim yan\u0131m\u0131zda olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 vur\u011fulay\u0131ram.
\nVur\u011fulay\u0131ram ki, \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin h\u0259r zaman biziml\u0259 bir arada olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 kims\u0259 unutmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n

\"Yuxular\u0131n
\nXAL\u0130D\u018f XAL\u0130D
\nAra\u015ft\u0131rma\u00e7\u0131 yazar\/T\u00fcrkiy\u0259<\/i><\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131m\u0131n d\u0259y\u0259rli oxucular\u0131!
\nUzun ayr\u0131l\u0131qdan sonra sizin g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 \u201c\u00d6nc\u0259 V\u018fT\u018fN\u201d layih\u0259siyl\u0259 g\u0259ldim.
\nBu layih\u0259y\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 m\u0259tbuat\u0131nda Az\u0259rbaycan \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin tan\u0131d\u0131lmas\u0131 il\u0259 start verilib.
\nAz\u0259rbaycan m\u0259tbuat\u0131nda daT\u00fcrkiy\u0259nin \u015f\u0259hid \u00f6valdlar\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalan h\u0259yat hekay\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 sizl\u0259ri tan\u0131\u015f etm\u0259k, onlar\u0131 daha yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131tmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m.
\n\u015e\u018fH\u0130DL\u0130K-ucadan uca bir zirv\u0259dir.
\n\u015e\u018fH\u0130DL\u0130K- o zirv\u0259ni f\u0259th ed\u0259nl\u0259rin yuks\u0259k m\u0259qam\u0131d\u0131r.
\n\u015e\u018fH\u0130DL\u0130K- V\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fu\u015funda \u0259b\u0259di yuxuya dalmaqd\u0131r.
\n\u015e\u018fH\u0130DL\u0130K-C\u0259nn\u0259t \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259riyl\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259nmi\u015f bir m\u0259kana sahib olmaqd\u0131r.<\/b><\/i><\/p>\n

B\u00fct\u00fcn bu sayd\u0131qlar\u0131ma sahib olan, \u201c\u00d6nc\u0259 V\u018fT\u018fN\u201din Az\u0259rbaycanda ilk q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 Siirt \u015f\u0259hidi \u018fmr\u0259 Kaan Arl\u0131d\u0131r.<\/b><\/p>\n

\"Yuxular\u0131n<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

\u018fmr\u0259nin atas\u0131 \u015eaban b\u0259y s\u0259hiyy\u0259 i\u015f\u00e7isi olub, haz\u0131rda t\u0259qa\u00fcd\u00e7\u00fcd\u00fcr.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olduqdan sonra T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 M\u00fcharib\u0259 \u018flill\u0259ri, \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r, Dul v\u0259 Yetiml\u0259r D\u0259rn\u0259yinin Kocaeli \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sinin r\u0259hb\u0259ri kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rir.
\nAnas\u0131 \u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131m tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 olaraq \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b, indi t\u0259qa\u00fcdd\u0259dir.
\n\u018fmr\u0259nin ail\u0259si v\u0259 dostlar\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin \u015f\u0259hid olacaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nc\u0259d\u0259n hiss etdikl\u0259rin\u0259 bir daha \u0259min oldum.
\nH\u0259min il q\u0131\u015f \u0130zmitd\u0259 \u00e7ox soyuq ke\u00e7irdi. Ana balkondan \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 bax\u0131r, i\u00e7i yana-yana \u201cbiz burda, rahat h\u0259yatda bu soyu\u011fa d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirik. M\u0259nim \u00f6vlad\u0131m torpa\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda bu \u015faxtaya nec\u0259 d\u00f6z\u00fcr\u201d dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/b>\u018fmr\u0259y\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u201c\u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m s\u0259n K\u0259b\u0259 imam\u0131 olasan, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 bax\u0131m q\u00fcrur duyum\u201d deyirdi.
\n\u015e\u0259had\u0259tind\u0259n sonra \u018fmr\u0259 bir qad\u0131n\u0131n yuxusuna girir. Ona deyir ki, \u201canam m\u0259nim K\u0259b\u0259 imam\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259yirdi. Ona deyin ki, m\u0259n burda h\u0259r g\u00fcn K\u0259b\u0259 imamlar\u0131 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edir\u0259m. N\u0259 soyuq hiss edir\u0259m, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259m. Anama deyin, m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 narahat olmas\u0131n.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u018fmr\u0259 heyvanlar\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi. Valideynl\u0259ri evd\u0259 it, pi\u015fik, g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in saxlay\u0131rd\u0131lar \u018fmr\u0259 sevir dey\u0259.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 kimin n\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131 olard\u0131sa, k\u00f6m\u0259y\u0259 qa\u00e7ard\u0131. \u00c7\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yard\u0131m etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fard\u0131.
\nOnu h\u0259r yay m\u0259scid\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rirdil\u0259r ki, m\u00fcs\u0259lman \u00f6vlad\u0131 olaraq dinini \u00f6yr\u0259nsin.Valideynl\u0259ri \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu n\u0259zar\u0259td\u0259 saxlaya bilmirdil\u0259r. \u0130btidai sinif d\u00f6n\u0259mind\u0259 iki-\u00fc\u00e7 duadan ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

\"Yuxular\u0131n <\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

\"Yuxular\u0131n<\/a><\/div>\n
Amma Quran kursuna getdikd\u0259n sonra Quran-i K\u0259rimi d\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nir, h\u0259tta ba\u015fqalar\u0131na da Quran oxuma\u011fi \u00f6yr\u0259dir.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olduqdan sonra onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Quran oxunan g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 onlara bir yerim\u0259 \u0259ng\u0259lli g\u0259nc g\u0259lir.
\nN\u0259 \u015eaban b\u0259y, n\u0259 d\u0259 \u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131m onu tan\u0131m\u0131rlar. \u00c7ox canf\u0259\u015fanl\u0131qla n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Gah yem\u0259k paylay\u0131r, gah da ehtiyac olan i\u015fl\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r.
\nBir g\u00fcn \u015eaban b\u0259y, \u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131mdan bu g\u0259ncin kim oldu\u011funu, onu tan\u0131y\u0131b, tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fur.
\n\u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131m da tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u0259yir v\u0259 h\u0259min g\u0259ncd\u0259n \u018fmr\u0259ni hardan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 soru\u015fma\u011fa q\u0259rar verirl\u0259r.
\nOnun q\u0259lbin\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259d\u0259n soru\u015furlar.
\n\u201cM\u0259n siz\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k etmirdim. \u018fmr\u0259 m\u0259nim Quran kursunda m\u00fc\u0259llimim olub.M\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s kitab\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 \u018fmr\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131m \u00f6yr\u0259dib. M\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kimd\u0259n Quran-i K\u0259rimi \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bilmirdim. \u018fmr\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox yard\u0131m\u00e7\u0131 olub.\u201d
\nBel\u0259likl\u0259, Mustafa adl\u0131 bu g\u0259ncin \u018fmr\u0259nin t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si oldu\u011funu \u00f6yr\u0259nirl\u0259r.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 anas\u0131na \u00e7ox ba\u011fl\u0131 olub. Anas\u0131 onunla, o anas\u0131yla n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b. Bu sevgiy\u0259 \u0259trafdak\u0131lar \u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131m sonbe\u015fik \u00f6vladlar\u0131 Hilal\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259tir\u0259rk\u0259n bir daha \u0259min olublar.Bel\u0259 ki, \u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131m \u0259m\u0259liyyatdan \u00e7\u0131xana q\u0259d\u0259r, \u018fmr\u0259 bac\u0131s\u0131na sar\u0131 baxmay\u0131b, quca\u011f\u0131na da almay\u0131b. Deyib ki, anam \u0259m\u0259liyyatdan sa\u011f-salamat \u00e7\u0131xana q\u0259d\u0259r, k\u00f6rp\u0259ni quca\u011f\u0131ma almaram. Sonralar \u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131m\u0131n i\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131 \u018fmr\u0259nin ona nec\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 olduqlar\u0131na \u015fahid olduqlar\u0131n\u0131 bildirirl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

\u018fmr\u0259 h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 getm\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259,bir g\u00fcn atas\u0131na polis olmaq arzusunda oldu\u011funu bildirir. Sonra da t\u0259hsilini donduraraq h\u0259rbi xidm\u0259t\u0259 getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcraci\u0259t edir.
\nAtas\u0131 n\u0259d\u0259n bel\u0259 etdiyini soru\u015fanda \u018fmr\u0259 cavab verir:
\n\u201cAtacan, m\u0259nim g\u00fcnah\u0131m \u00e7oxdur. M\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gedir\u0259m. \u015e\u0259hid olaca\u011fam, sizi d\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u0259 bu g\u00fcnahdan qurtaraca\u011fam\u201d deyir.
\nAtas\u0131 onun bu cavab\u0131ndan \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259\u015fir. Deyir ki, ay o\u011ful, s\u0259nin ya\u015f\u0131n n\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131n n\u0259? S\u0259nin n\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131n ola bil\u0259r ki? H\u0259ddi bulu\u011fa h\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 girmis\u0259n.N\u0259 etmis\u0259n ki? Pis h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259r alud\u0259\u00e7isi deyils\u0259n, o\u011furluq etm\u0259mis\u0259n, kims\u0259y\u0259 pisliyin ke\u00e7m\u0259yib. G\u00fcnah\u0131n ola bil\u0259r ki, s\u0259nin?
\n\u018fmr\u0259 is\u0259 \u201c yox, ata, yox, m\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid olaca\u011fam.Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, jandarmada komando kimi da\u011flarda, d\u0259r\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 m\u00fccadil\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.\u201d dey\u0259 cavab verir.
\n\u0130mkan olduqca anas\u0131yla, atas\u0131yla \u0259laq\u0259 saxlay\u0131r. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 \u201cana narahat olma, ana burda he\u00e7 bir problemim yoxdur\u201d deyir.
\nAnas\u0131 d\u0259rd \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sin dey\u0259, ona yalan s\u00f6yl\u0259rdi \u018fmr\u0259. \u015eirin yalan idi onun yalanlar\u0131.
\nLakin orda \u018fmr\u0259nin dediyi kimi h\u0259r \u015fey yolunda getmirdi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259si alt\u0131nda ke\u00e7irdi.<\/p>\n

\"Yuxular\u0131n<\/p>\n

\"Yuxular\u0131n<\/p>\n

\"Yuxular\u0131n<\/p>\n

\"Yuxular\u0131n<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

\"Yuxular\u0131n<\/div>\n
\u018fmr\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r ged\u0259rk\u0259n, ba\u015fqalar\u0131ndan f\u0259rqli olaraq n\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rin\u0259, ayaqlar\u0131na x\u0131na yax\u0131l\u0131r, n\u0259 d\u0259 musiqi\u00e7il\u0259r d\u0259v\u0259t olunur.
\nOnun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259scidd\u0259 Quran oxunma m\u0259rasimi ke\u00e7irilir.
\nEhsan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259ri \u0259trafa paylan\u0131rk\u0259n, ya\u015fl\u0131 bir ki\u015fi \u018fmr\u0259nin dostundan \u201co\u011flum, \u015f\u0259hidinizmi var?\u201d dey\u0259 soru\u015fur. Dostu is\u0259 \u201cxeyir, \u0259mi, \u018fmr\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259r ged\u0259c\u0259k.\u201ddey\u0259r\u0259k ki\u015fiy\u0259 cavab verir.
\nBunu \u018fmr\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olduqdan sonra dostu anas\u0131gil\u0259 deyir.O\u011flu \u0259sg\u0259r getm\u0259d\u0259n d\u00f6rd-be\u015f ay \u00f6nc\u0259 anan\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yini q\u0259rib\u0259 bir s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131 sar\u0131r. He\u00e7 yerd\u0259 q\u0259rar tuta bilmir. Sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259ni at\u0259\u015f\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcr, yan\u0131r.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259ldiyind\u0259 evd\u0259kil\u0259rin \u201corda v\u0259ziyy\u0259t nec\u0259dir?\u201d sual\u0131na \u201cyax\u015f\u0131y\u0131q, salamat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131\u201d dey\u0259 cavab verir, bu m\u00f6vzuda t\u0259krar s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7\u0131lmamas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn tez-tez ba\u015fqa s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7ir.
\nBir dostu var, \u018fmr\u0259d\u0259n iki ya\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr. Ona dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f da\u011fdak\u0131 v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti.
\n\u201cM\u0259n atama orayla ba\u011fl\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 demir\u0259m.\u0130st\u0259mir\u0259m burda m\u0259nd\u0259n narahat qals\u0131nlar.Bizim v\u0259ziyy\u0259timiz orda he\u00e7 \u00fcr\u0259ka\u00e7an deyil. M\u0259n orda pulemyot\u00e7uyam. \u00c7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 bir silahd\u0131r. 250 metrlik h\u0259d\u0259fi 25 metr\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir. M\u0259n\u0259 yandan, sa\u011fdan, soldan, arxadan kims\u0259 bir \u015fey ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z. Si\u00e7an kimi, onlar\u0131 qovuram. Amma a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan, yamacdan at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7arlarsa, onda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc qoruya bilm\u0259r\u0259m\u201d dey\u0259 dostuyla b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin niyy\u0259tini bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri s\u00f6yl\u0259rk\u0259n, sanki \u00f6nc\u0259d\u0259n hiss edir.
\nXain d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin basq\u0131n\u0131 da da\u011f\u0131n yamac\u0131ndan olur.
\nSaat 14:10 rad\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 Siirt Pervari yolunun t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259siyliyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259ndiril\u0259n h\u0259rbi\u00e7il\u0259rimizin ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri yola b\u00f6l\u00fcc\u00fc terror m\u0259nsublar\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259d\u0259n \u0259ld\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259ldilmi\u015f partaly\u0131c\u0131 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259yirl\u0259r.
\nH\u0259rbi ma\u015f\u0131nla yoldan ke\u00e7\u0259n 8 \u0259sg\u0259r v\u0259 zabit \u015f\u0259hid olur.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid oldu\u011fu ilk g\u00fcnd\u0259n iyirminci g\u00fcn\u0259d\u0259k ail\u0259sinin tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 insanlar\u0131n yuxusuna girir.
\n\u201c\u018fmr\u0259 m\u0259nim yuxuma g\u0259ldi, m\u0259n onu bu d\u00fcnyada he\u00e7 tan\u0131m\u0131ram.Yuxuma g\u0259ldi, bunu dedi, Sizin \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131z \u015f\u0259hiddir\u201d dey\u0259 o insanlar g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259ri yuxular\u0131 \u015f\u0259hidimizin ata-anas\u0131na dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

\u015eaban b\u0259yin, onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 unuda bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yi iki yuxusu var. \u018fmr\u0259 Konyaya he\u00e7 getm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Atas\u0131 is\u0259 onu yuxusunda M\u00f6vlan\u0259nin t\u00fcrb\u0259sinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Xan\u0131m\u0131na deyir ki, m\u0259n Konyaya gedir\u0259m. O da \u201cm\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259lir\u0259m\u201d deyir v\u0259 birlikd\u0259 yola haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rlar.
\nC\u00fcm\u0259 sabah\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r saat 08.00-da evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaraq s\u00fcr\u0259t qatar\u0131 il\u0259 yola d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrl\u0259r. C\u00fcm\u0259 namaz\u0131n\u0131 orda q\u0131l\u0131rlar.
\nYenik\u0259nd s\u0259mtind\u0259 \u018fli adl\u0131 \u0259qli q\u00fcsurlu bir insan varm\u0131\u015f. \u018fmr\u0259 ona da \u00e7ox k\u00f6m\u0259k ed\u0259rmi\u015f.
\nAil\u0259sinin tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ad\u0131n\u0131 bilm\u0259diyi \u00e7ox insan var ki, \u018fmr\u0259nin \u015f\u0259had\u0259tind\u0259n sonra onlara yard\u0131m etdiyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri olur.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olduqdan sonra da f\u0259rqli \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259r\u0259 v\u0259sil\u0259 olur.
\nBir g\u00fcn Ya\u015f\u0131lova Quran kursundan bir m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131ma z\u0259ng vurur. \u018fmr\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olduqdan bir h\u0259ft\u0259 sonra.
\n\u201c\u018fmin\u0259 bac\u0131m, sizi Asiy\u0259 adl\u0131 bir xan\u0131mla tan\u0131\u015f etm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Siz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rikmi\u201d-dey\u0259 soru\u015fur.
\n\u201c\u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, qap\u0131m\u0131z h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131qd\u0131r, g\u0259lin\u201ddeyir.
\nG\u0259l\u0259n otuz d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131nda x\u0259r\u00e7\u0259ng x\u0259st\u0259si olan bir qad\u0131n olur.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid oldu\u011fu g\u00fcn onun yuxusuna girir, ona deyir ki, \u201cbizim evin \u00fcnvan\u0131 budur. Anam\u0131n ad\u0131 \u018fmin\u0259, atam\u0131n ad\u0131 \u015eaband\u0131r. M\u0259n \u015f\u0259hid olaca\u011fam. Anama deyin, \u00fcz\u00fclm\u0259sin, a\u011flamas\u0131n.M\u0259n \u015f\u0259had\u0259t \u015f\u0259rb\u0259tini Pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r \u0259f\u0259ndimizin \u0259lind\u0259n i\u00e7dim.\u201d
\nBa\u015fqa bir yuxu is\u0259 Aynur adl\u0131 bir q\u0131zla ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r. H\u0259min g\u00fcn evd\u0259 oturduqlar\u0131 vaxt, qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngi \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131r. A\u00e7d\u0131qlar\u0131nda qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda bir q\u0131z\u0131n dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r.
\n\u201cXala, m\u0259ni yanl\u0131\u015f anlamay\u0131n. Ad\u0131m Aynurdur. M\u0259n sizin o\u011flunuzu yuxular\u0131mda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. H\u0259r gec\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Quran oxutdum, s\u0259d\u0259q\u0259 paylad\u0131m, amma yen\u0259 d\u0259 g\u0259lir, v\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259, get m\u0259nim anam\u0131 ziyar\u0259t et, deyir\u201d dey\u0259 q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz k\u00f6vr\u0259l\u0259r\u0259k anlad\u0131r.
\nAynur onlara g\u0259ldikd\u0259n sonra, \u018fmr\u0259 bir d\u0259 onun yuxusuna girmir.<\/p>\n

\"Yuxular\u0131n<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

\u018fmr\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid oldu\u011funda \u018fmin\u0259 ana d\u00f6rd il\u0259 yax\u0131n bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259rzind\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259xin balkonuna \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131r. H\u0259r g\u00fcn zibill\u0259ri \u018fmr\u0259y\u0259 ver\u0259r, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 arxas\u0131ndan balkona \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, g\u00f6zl\u0259rdi. Zibil qutusu olan t\u0259r\u0259f d\u0259 balkonlar\u0131ndan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259rdi. O anlar\u0131 xat\u0131rlamaq \u00e7ox a\u011f\u0131r oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, balkona \u00e7\u0131xmaqdan vaz ke\u00e7\u0259rdi.
\n\u201cN\u0259 edirs\u0259n et, amma bir yan\u0131n \u0259ksik. Dostlar\u0131 evl\u0259nir, bizi d\u0259v\u0259t edirl\u0259r. \u201cAna, g\u0259l, n\u0259 olur\u201d deyirl\u0259r. Bizi \u00e7ox sevdikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yanlar\u0131nda olmam\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259dikl\u0259rini bilirik, amma m\u0259nim orda n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259yimi onlar bilmirl\u0259r.
\nEvl\u0259nm\u0259kd\u0259n s\u00f6z d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rk\u0259n, \u018fmr\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dey\u0259rdi ki, s\u0259nin se\u00e7ib, b\u0259y\u0259ndiyin q\u0131zla evl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. Atas\u0131na da demi\u015fdi ki, m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn el\u00e7iliy\u0259 Davud \u0259mi ged\u0259c\u0259k. Davud qarda\u015f da, bizim qohumumuzdu.
\nBilirsiniz, insan\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131 kor olarsa, b\u00fct\u00fcn bu ac\u0131lara d\u00f6zm\u0259k \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin olar.
\nBilirik Allahdan g\u0259lmi\u015fik, Allaha da d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259yik. R\u0259bbim vermi\u015fdi, R\u0259bbim d\u0259 ald\u0131.
\nAllah gerid\u0259 qalan \u00f6vladlar\u0131m\u0131za sa\u011flam, xo\u015fb\u0259xt h\u0259yat n\u0259sib etsin. Onlar\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131 yoxdur ki…\u201d-deyir ana.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 u\u015faql\u0131qdan \u00e7ox h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tli bir u\u015faq olur. Yatma\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259zmi\u015f. Gah anas\u0131n\u0131n ayaqlar\u0131 \u00fcstd\u0259, gah be\u015fikd\u0259 t\u0259rp\u0259d\u0259rmi\u015fl\u0259r.
\nLayla, mahn\u0131 dinl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k yatma\u011f\u0131 da sevm\u0259zmi\u015f. O vaxtlar televizorda bir cizgi filmi vard\u0131 \u201cToplu\u201d, onu izl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k yatarm\u0131\u015f.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 \u00e7ox m\u00fclayim, s\u0259mimi, dost, yolda\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn can\u0131ndan ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131r olan bir g\u0259nc olub.
\n\u018flif \u018fmr\u0259d\u0259n d\u00f6rd ya\u015f ki\u00e7ik bac\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r.\"Yuxular\u0131n<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
\u018fmr\u0259nin b\u00f6y\u00fck qarda\u015f olaraq cox diqq\u0259tli, cox s\u0259mimi bir insan oldu\u011funu deyir. Ya\u015f f\u0259rql\u0259ri oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, onunla daha yax\u0131n sirda\u015f, dost ola bilm\u0259dikl\u0259rin\u0259 heyfsl\u0259nir. Amma o, h\u0259r add\u0131mda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131r t\u0259bi\u0259ti il\u0259, bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259z\u0259rind\u0259 bir dost obraz\u0131 yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan x\u0259b\u0259rsiz olur.
\nH\u0259r il yay aylar\u0131nda ata yurdlar\u0131 Samsuna ged\u0259r, d\u0259nizi \u00e7ox sevirdil\u0259r.
\n\u018flif d\u0259, ki\u00e7ik bac\u0131lar\u0131 Hilal da g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fd\u0259 \u00e7ox tez yanarm\u0131\u015flar. \u018fmr\u0259 is\u0259 he\u00e7 yanmazm\u0131\u015f. Q\u0131zlar canlar\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131ndan a\u011flar, \u018fmr\u0259 d\u0259 o d\u0259qiq\u0259 h\u0259kimliy\u0259 ba\u015flard\u0131. Yanan yerl\u0259r\u0259 krem \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r, s\u0259rinl\u0259sin dey\u0259 yanm\u0131\u015f yerl\u0259ri yelpil\u0259y\u0259rdi.
\n\u018fmr\u0259nin q\u0259rib\u0259 bir \u00f6z\u0259lliyi olub. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, evd\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xar, ax\u015fam g\u0259l\u0259rdi. Dem\u0259k olar ki, \u00e7ox az vaxt olard\u0131 ki, g\u00fcn \u0259rzind\u0259 evd\u0259 olsun. Buna r\u0259\u011fm\u0259n ail\u0259d\u0259 kimin n\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yini, n\u0259y\u0259 sevin\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yini, kimin n\u0259y\u0259 s\u0259rt reaksiya ver\u0259c\u0259yini g\u00f6z\u0259l bilirdi. \u00c7ox vaxt onun bu xasiyy\u0259tin\u0259 ail\u0259 \u00fczvl\u0259ri m\u0259\u0259t\u0259l qal\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\n\u201c\u018fmr\u0259nin \u015f\u0259hid olma x\u0259b\u0259rini ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn, h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n bitdiyi g\u00fcn olaraq xatirimd\u0259 qald\u0131.
\nX\u0259b\u0259ri sosial mediada g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, t\u0259sad\u00fcf\u0259n. Anam da qon\u015fuda idi. Anama z\u0259ng \u00e7ald\u0131m ki, ev\u0259 g\u0259lsin. Anam g\u0259ldi.Az ke\u00e7m\u0259di ki, atam da g\u0259ldi. Yay oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r a\u00e7\u0131q idi. Bird\u0259n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan s\u0259sl\u0259r g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xarma\u011f\u0131mla evimizin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda t\u0259cili yard\u0131m, polis, \u0259sg\u0259r, jandarma ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. O an qap\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259ngi \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 atam a\u00e7d\u0131…
\nO an d\u00fcnya sanki m\u0259nim ba\u015f\u0131ma u\u00e7du. Abimin, \u018fmr\u0259min \u015f\u0259hid oldu\u011fu x\u0259b\u0259rini g\u0259tirmi\u015fdil\u0259r.
\nB\u0259z\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, bel\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 n\u0259sib olmur. Allah uzaq etsin, ba\u015fqa bir hadis\u0259 zaman\u0131 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 itirs\u0259ydi, o ac\u0131 biz\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r ya\u015fadard\u0131, kim bilir.
\nKa\u015fki ya\u015fasayd\u0131. Ka\u015fki onun toyunu g\u00f6rs\u0259ydik. Onunla q\u00fcrur duyuram, b\u0259li. Bu q\u00fcrurun i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 is\u0259 qarda\u015f h\u0259sr\u0259ti, qarda\u015f nisgili gizl\u0259nir.\u201d-deyir \u018flif.
\nEvin sonbe\u015fiyi Hilal\u0131n is\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259si \u00e7ox azd\u0131r.
\nO qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, \u00fcr\u0259yi yum\u015faq bir insan kimi xat\u0131rlay\u0131r. \u018fmr\u0259nin onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u00fcrur qayna\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011funu vur\u011fulay\u0131r. \u018fmr\u0259nin divanda uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, onun da qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n sa\u011f\u0131nda, solunda f\u0131rland\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, b\u0259z\u0259n orda yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn is\u0259 onun yan\u0131nda oturub film izl\u0259diyini, sonra o da qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ona qo\u015fuldu\u011funu g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k anlad\u0131r. Onunla ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259yi daha \u00e7ox g\u00fcnl\u0259ri, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259, indi onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 daha \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015fa bil\u0259c\u0259yi xatir\u0259l\u0259rinin olmamas\u0131na heyfsl\u0259nir Hilal.
\n\u018fmr\u0259nin c\u0259naz\u0259si g\u0259l\u0259n g\u00fcn \u015eaban b\u0259y \u00e7ox narahat olur. Deyir ki, i\u00e7imd\u0259 sanki bir ocaq qalam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.T\u0259l\u0259sik ev\u0259 g\u0259lir.
\nEvd\u0259kil\u0259rin hal\u0131ndan \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nir. Z\u0259ngi \u00e7al\u0131nan qap\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131r. Qap\u0131da \u00e7oxlu \u0259sg\u0259r v\u0259 zabit dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Y\u00fcks\u0259k r\u00fctb\u0259li zabitl\u0259rd\u0259n biri \u201c Abi, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z sa\u011f olsun, qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 itirdik\u201d deyir.
\nO, is\u0259 cavab\u0131nda \u201c\u0130lla lillahi inna ileyhi raciun\u201d dey\u0259 cavab verir.
\nOnun bu cavab\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fid\u0259n zabit q\u0259rib\u0259 bax\u0131\u015flarla \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bax\u0131r. Onlara oturmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yer g\u00f6st\u0259rir.
\n\u201cO an m\u0259nim belim q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131, d\u00fcnyam da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. Art\u0131q doqquz ildir, \u00fcz\u00fcm g\u00fcls\u0259 d\u0259, q\u0259lbim qan a\u011flay\u0131r.
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn, h\u0259r g\u00fcn yuxuma g\u0259lm\u0259sini arzulay\u0131ram. Yuxuma g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 bir az rahatlan\u0131ram\u201d-deyir, \u015f\u0259hid atas\u0131.
\n\u018fmr\u0259 do\u011fulanda ad qoyulmas\u0131n\u0131n da maraql\u0131 tarix\u00e7\u0259si var. \u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131m Yunus \u018fmr\u0259 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131na vur\u011fun oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn o\u011fluna Yunus \u018fmr\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 qoymaq ist\u0259yir. \u015eaban b\u0259y is\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck G\u00f6yt\u00fcrk h\u00f6k\u00fcmdar\u0131 Bilg\u0259 Ka\u011fandan t\u0259sirl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259k o\u011fluna Bilge Ka\u011fan ad\u0131n\u0131 verm\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr.
\nBir g\u00fcn s\u0259h\u0259r \u015eaban b\u0259yin a\u011fl\u0131na bel\u0259 bir fikir g\u0259lir: \u201cO\u011flumun ad\u0131ndan anas\u0131n\u0131n ist\u0259yi olan Yunusu, m\u0259nim ist\u0259yim olan Bilg\u0259ni \u00e7\u0131xaraq, o zaman \u018fmr\u0259 Kaan olsun\u201d
\nBu ad\u0131 qoyark\u0259n onlar bilmirdil\u0259r g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k k\u00f6rp\u0259 \u018fmr\u0259 Kaan\u0131n, ata-anas\u0131n\u0131n, V\u0259t\u0259ninin q\u00fcruru olacaq.
\nBu g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 \u018fmr\u0259nin dostlar\u0131yla \u201c\u018fmr\u0259yl\u0259 bir arada\u201d adl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f ke\u00e7irdik.\u018fmr\u0259nin dostlar\u0131 Bar\u0131\u015f G\u00fcndo\u011fdu, S\u0259lim Maral, \u018fmr\u0259 Dikba\u015f, Alparslan \u018fmr\u0259 Eken,\u018fhm\u0259d Meram.
\nH\u0259r biri \u018fmr\u0259yl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259sini dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca, x\u0259yallar\u0131mda onlar\u0131n \u018fmr\u0259li g\u00fcnl\u0259ri canlan\u0131rd\u0131.
\nQ\u0259rib\u0259si d\u0259 bu idi ki, h\u0259r k\u0259s onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259rli notlara k\u00f6kl\u0259ns\u0259 d\u0259, ondan g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k b\u0259hs edirdil\u0259r.
\nS\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ilk yaz\u0131n\u0131n \u0259vv\u0259lind\u0259 b\u0259hs etdiyim \u0259ng\u0259lli g\u0259nc Mustafa Y\u0131lmaz ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n\u201c\u018fmr\u0259yl\u0259 Quran kursunda tan\u0131\u015f oldum.O zamana q\u0259d\u0259r tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131m. Kursun m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259ri Quran\u0131 bitir\u0259n \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259r\u0259 bir \u015fagird se\u00e7m\u0259 ixtiyar\u0131 vermi\u015fdil\u0259r. \u018fmr\u0259 birba\u015fa m\u0259nim yan\u0131ma g\u0259ldi v\u0259 \u201cm\u0259n bu abimi se\u00e7ir\u0259m\u201d dedi.
\nS\u0259kkiz g\u00fcn olmadan m\u0259n Qurani-K\u0259rimi oxuma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndim. Dostlu\u011fumuz s\u0259kkiz g\u00fcn \u00e7\u0259kdi. Amma bu s\u0259kkiz g\u00fcn m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir \u00f6mr\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259r oldu. O q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259miz q\u0259lbli, o q\u0259d\u0259r xeyirxah bir g\u0259nc idi ki.
\nBiz bir d\u0259rn\u0259k qurmu\u015fduq, Kocaelind\u0259.Qazi v\u0259 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131.\u018fmr\u0259 tez-tez m\u0259nim yuxuma girir v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u201c abi, s\u0259nin orda n\u0259 i\u015fin var? Orda olma, s\u0259nin orda olma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259mir\u0259m\u201d deyirdi. M\u0259n ordan istefa etdim.
\nM\u0259n tez-tez i\u015fiml\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259dar onlar\u0131n evl\u0259rinin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan ke\u00e7irdim. Bir g\u00fcn d\u0259 yuxuma g\u0259lib m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, \u201c abi, m\u0259n s\u0259ni balkondan g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, ordan ke\u00e7\u0259rk\u0259n\u201d.
\nAllah ondan raz\u0131 olsun, bu g\u00fcn \u0259g\u0259r Qurani-K\u0259rim\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259d oldumsa, onun say\u0259sind\u0259 oldum.\u201d
\nG\u0259ncl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar, h\u0259r biri d\u0259 sanki \u018fmr\u0259yl\u0259 b\u0259rab\u0259rmi\u015fl\u0259r kimi s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdil\u0259r.
\nU\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259rinin \u018fmr\u0259li g\u00fcnl\u0259rini el\u0259 l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 t\u0259svir edirdil\u0259r ki, \u018fmr\u0259nin indi cism\u0259n yan\u0131m\u0131zda olmamas\u0131na inanma\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lmirdi.
\nO xatir\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259r yoxdu, birlikd\u0259 d\u0259rsd\u0259n qa\u00e7araq komp\u00fcter salonuna getm\u0259l\u0259ri, d\u0259rsd\u0259n qa\u00e7d\u0131qlar\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sinifd\u0259 bir il qalmalar\u0131.
\nDostlar\u0131ndan ayr\u0131 qalmas\u0131n dey\u0259 birlikd\u0259 restoranda \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131, atas\u0131n\u0131n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131raraq q\u0259za t\u00f6r\u0259tm\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 sonra qorxudan ev\u0259 getm\u0259yib, sabaha kimi gizl\u0259nm\u0259l\u0259ri, \u018fhm\u0259din tez-tez onlarda gecel\u0259m\u0259l\u0259ri, sabaha q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259r\u0259k, s\u0259h\u0259ri a\u00e7malar\u0131.
\nBar\u0131\u015f\u0131n atas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259fat\u0131ndan \u018fmr\u0259nin nec\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259ndiyi, S\u0259limin onunla nec\u0259 candan dost olduqlar\u0131 v\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t \u0259snas\u0131nda, \u201c\u015eaban \u0259mi, \u018fmr\u0259ni bizd\u0259n ay\u0131r\u0131b, ba\u015fqa m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 aparmaqla, m\u0259nim u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259nd\u0259n ald\u0131n\u201ddem\u0259si, Osman\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini bir n\u00f6qt\u0259y\u0259 dik\u0259r\u0259k, sanki \u018fmr\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f kimi s\u0259ssiz duru\u015fu, Alparslan\u0131n da Osman kimi s\u0259ssizc\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259ti dinl\u0259yib, sonra \u00e7ox q\u0131sa dan\u0131\u015fmas\u0131, \u018fmr\u0259 Dikba\u015f\u0131n h\u0259rbid\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma\u011fa q\u0259rar verm\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b \u018fmr\u0259nin \u015f\u0259hid olmas\u0131 v\u0259 daha n\u0259l\u0259r, n\u0259l\u0259r.
\nB\u00fct\u00fcn o s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259ri qism\u0259t olsa ba\u015fqa bir layih\u0259d\u0259 sizl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259qdim ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m.
\nOnlar dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, m\u0259n is\u0259 \u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131m v\u0259 \u015eaban b\u0259yi gizlic\u0259 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 edirdim. G\u0259ncl\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca, onlar nec\u0259 q\u00fcrurla dinl\u0259yir, gah k\u00f6vr\u0259lir, gah da g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdil\u0259r.
\n\u018fmr\u0259nin yax\u0131n dostu Beytullah C\u00fcrenin onunla ba\u011fl\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259rin oxuyandan sonra, onlar\u0131n h\u0259r birinin ruhunda bir \u018fmr\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131na bir daha \u0259min oldum.
\nBeytullah\u0131n xatir\u0259si bel\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r:
\n\u201c\u018fmr\u0259 il\u0259 ilk tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. On alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m. \u018fmr\u0259nin lisey dostlar\u0131ndan M\u0259rd m\u0259nim m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259 dostum idi. Bir g\u00fcn M\u0259rd il\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 oturmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn plan c\u0131zd\u0131q. M\u0259rd g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 \u018fmr\u0259yl\u0259 g\u0259ldi. \u0130lk tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ordan ba\u015flad\u0131 v\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid oldu\u011funda bitdi.
\nCism\u0259n bitdi.
\nDem\u0259k olar ki, onunla dostlu\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131qdan sonra, b\u0259zi istisnalar xaric h\u0259r g\u00fcn bir yerd\u0259ydik.M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n g\u0259ldikd\u0259n sonra, gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r oturar, s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259r, kompyuterd\u0259 oyunlar oynar, ya da g\u0259z\u0259rdik.
\nBir-birimiz\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q ki, hans\u0131 birimizs\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0131xsayd\u0131q, \u00e7ox dar\u0131xard\u0131q.
\nDost \u00e7evr\u0259miz f\u0259rqli olsa da , onlarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 birlikd\u0259 ged\u0259rdik. \u018fmr\u0259yl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 o q\u0259d\u0259r xatir\u0259m var ki…
\n\u018fmr\u0259nin \u015f\u0259had\u0259tind\u0259n sonra \u00e7evr\u0259miz da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131. H\u0259r\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 getdi.
\nM\u0259n d\u0259 yenid\u0259n \u0130zmir\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131qdan sonra onun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilmirdim. \u018fmr\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259 olark\u0259n, m\u0259n \u0130zmiri g\u0259z\u0259r, maraql\u0131, g\u0259zm\u0259li yerl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r, \u201c\u018fmr\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 onu buralar\u0131 g\u0259zdir\u0259r\u0259m. Buralar\u0131 m\u00fctl\u0259q g\u00f6rm\u0259lidir\u201d dey\u0259 x\u0259yal ed\u0259rdim.
\nBir m\u00fcdd\u0259t i\u00e7im\u0259 qapand\u0131m. Ax\u015famlar t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar, ma\u015f\u0131nda t\u0259kba\u015f\u0131na oturar, onunla ke\u00e7irdiyimiz g\u00fcnl\u0259ri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rdim. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 d\u0259, sanki a\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 itir\u0259c\u0259k hala g\u0259lirdim.
\nOnu g\u0259zdirm\u0259k ist\u0259diyim yerl\u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259r, h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flayaraq oralar\u0131 g\u0259z\u0259rdim.
\nS\u0259h\u0259r 06:00-ya q\u0259d\u0259r ma\u015f\u0131nda oturub d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259rdim. Evd\u0259 yuxudan oyananda, \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc yuyark\u0259n, 2-3 saniy\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fcd\u0259 \u00f6z yerim\u0259 \u018fmr\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259t 2 aya yax\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\n\u0130lk zamanlar f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmad\u0131m, sonralar qorxma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. Anam\u0131n t\u0259kidi il\u0259 psixoloqa getdim. Bir aydan sonra bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259t t\u0259ktarlanmad\u0131, bir ild\u0259n sonra da daha psixoloqa getm\u0259dim.\u201d
\nBeytullah\u0131n \u018fmr\u0259yl\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131 i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 oxudum. Sanki bir yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 hekay\u0259ni oxuyurdum.
\nOnun xatir\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259, n\u00f6vb\u0259ti layih\u0259md\u0259 yer alacaq.
\n\u0130zmitd\u0259 tez-tez \u018fmr\u0259nin xatir\u0259sin\u0259 h\u0259sr olunmu\u015f m\u00fcxt\u0259lif t\u0259dbirl\u0259r ke\u00e7irilir. B\u0259zil\u0259ri d\u00f6vl\u0259t v\u0259 Qeyri H\u00f6k\u00fcm\u0259t T\u0259\u015fkilatlar\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n, b\u0259zil\u0259ri d\u0259 \u015eaban b\u0259yin r\u0259hb\u0259rlik etdiyi d\u0259rn\u0259k t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n.
\nBu t\u0259dbirl\u0259rd\u0259n biri v\u0259 unudulmaz\u0131 Mersinin Mut q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sinin Da\u011f bazar\u0131 k\u0259ndind\u0259 ba\u015f tutub.
\nK\u0259ndin m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 \u018fmr\u0259nin \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 kitabxana a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b.\u015eaban b\u0259y deyir ki, kitabxanan\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131na ged\u0259rk\u0259n, \u0259libo\u015f getdik. Y\u0259ni m\u0259kt\u0259blil\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn he\u00e7 bir h\u0259diyy\u0259 almad\u0131q.
\nK\u0259ndin insanlar\u0131n\u0131n kas\u0131b, amma n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r q\u00fcrurlu oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fckd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim da\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fc.
\nBirlikd\u0259 getdiyimiz yolda\u015flarla dedik ki, kitabxanan\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ild\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q m\u0259kt\u0259blil\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259liyik.
\nBel\u0259 d\u0259 etdik. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131, geyiml\u0259ri,\u015firniyyatlar\u0131 paylad\u0131q.Geri d\u00f6nd\u00fckd\u0259n sonra m\u0259kt\u0259blil\u0259rd\u0259n birinin valideyni m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rd\u0259n birin\u0259 mesaj yollay\u0131r. Mesaj da bel\u0259 yaz\u0131r: \u201cSiz bu g\u00fcn n\u0259 edtiyinizin f\u0259rqind\u0259sinizmi?\u201d Ard\u0131ndan da bir \u015f\u0259kil yollay\u0131r. \u015e\u0259kild\u0259 u\u015faqlardan biri yeni ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlayaraq yat\u0131b.
\nBunu e\u015fitdikd\u0259n sonra, \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 dedim \u201cg\u00f6z\u0259l Allah\u0131m, m\u0259nim \u00f6vlad\u0131m, yoxlu\u011fuyla bel\u0259 insanlar\u0131 sevindirm\u0259yi bacar\u0131r.\u201d
\n\u018fmr\u0259nin oxudu\u011fu m\u0259kt\u0259bin bir qrup \u015fagirdi q\u0131sametrajl\u0131 film yar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131nda i\u015ftirak edirl\u0259r v\u0259 qalib g\u0259lirl\u0259r.
\nOnlara pul m\u00fckafat\u0131 verilir. U\u015faqlarda bu pulu \u015f\u0259hid ail\u0259sin\u0259 verm\u0259yi q\u0259rara al\u0131rlar. Fikirl\u0259rini m\u0259kt\u0259bin direktoruna bildirirl\u0259r. O da, \u201cm\u0259kt\u0259bimizin \u015fagirdl\u0259rind\u0259n bir \u015f\u0259hidimiz var. Onun ail\u0259sin\u0259 ver\u0259k\u201ddeyir.
\nDirektor \u015eaban b\u0259y\u0259 z\u0259ng vurur, m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni dedikd\u0259, \u015f\u0259hidimizin atas\u0131 \u201cbel\u0259 \u015fey ola bilm\u0259z, biz\u0259 yara\u015fmaz o pulu almaq.M\u0259kt\u0259bin n\u0259 \u0259y\u0259r-\u0259skiyi varsa ona x\u0259rcl\u0259yin\u201d -deyir.
\nM\u0259kt\u0259bin direktoru sevinc\u0259k halda \u201c \u015eaban b\u0259y, m\u0259kt\u0259bimizin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 \u015fagirdl\u0259rin istifad\u0259 ed\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259miz yoxdur. Havalar isin\u0259n kimi u\u015faqlar h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 oynad\u0131qlar\u0131nda, su olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259ziyy\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirl\u0259r, Allah sizd\u0259n raz\u0131 olsun.\u201d
\nBel\u0259likl\u0259, m\u0259kt\u0259bin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 \u018fmr\u0259nin ad\u0131na bir bulaq sal\u0131n\u0131r. Bu i\u015fd\u0259 \u0130zmitin K\u00f6rf\u0259z b\u0259l\u0259diyy\u0259si v\u0259 bir i\u015f adam\u0131 da d\u0259st\u0259kl\u0259rini \u0259sirg\u0259mirl\u0259r.
\n\u015eaban b\u0259y deyir ki, \u201c h\u0259r bir \u015f\u0259hid valideyni geyimin\u0259, yeri\u015fin\u0259, duru\u015funa, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na diqq\u0259t etm\u0259lidir, \u00e7\u00fcnki onlar \u015f\u0259hid valideynl\u0259ridirl\u0259r.
\nOnlar valideynl\u0259rini \u015f\u0259hidlikl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u015f\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259ndirdikl\u0259ri kimi, biz d\u0259 onlar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u0259m\u0259ll\u0259rimizl\u0259, h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rimizl\u0259 ucaltmal\u0131y\u0131q.
\nBiz \u015f\u0259hidimizi d\u0259y\u0259rli etm\u0259liyik ki, ba\u015fqalar\u0131 da d\u0259y\u0259r versin.
\nBiz b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015f\u0259rtl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259tin, V\u0259t\u0259nin yan\u0131nda olmal\u0131y\u0131q. \u00d6vladlar\u0131m\u0131z bu D\u00f6vl\u0259tin, bu V\u0259t\u0259nin yolunda \u015f\u0259hid oldular, canlar\u0131ndan ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259rimiz canlar\u0131n\u0131, qazil\u0259rimiz b\u0259d\u0259nl\u0259rind\u0259n par\u00e7alar verdil\u0259r.
\nBiz g\u00fccl\u00fc olub, ayaqda m\u00f6hk\u0259m durmal\u0131y\u0131q ki, \u015e\u018fH\u0130DL\u018fR\u0130M\u0130Z\u0130N ruhu da h\u0259r zaman biz
\nt\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n rahat olsun.\u201d<\/p>\n

Bu yazd\u0131qlar\u0131m \u018fmr\u0259nin 22 illik h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalan hekay\u0259sinin m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n bir hiss\u0259sidir.
\nArl\u0131lar\u0131n evind\u0259 \u018fmin\u0259 xan\u0131m, \u015eaban b\u0259y, \u018fmr\u0259nin bac\u0131lar\u0131 \u018flif v\u0259 Hilalla s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259rk\u0259n bir \u015fey\u0259 daha da \u0259min oldum.
\n\u018fmin oldum ki, \u015f\u0259hid anas\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259lbi bir ba\u015fqa d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcr, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri h\u0259sr\u0259tl\u0259 dolub h\u0259r g\u00fcn o\u011flunun d\u00f6n\u0259c\u0259yi yola dikil\u0259r.
\n\u018fmin oldum ki, \u015f\u0259hid anas\u0131 sad\u0259c\u0259, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259r, \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fclm\u0259z.
\n\u015e\u0259hid anas\u0131n\u0131n n\u0259f\u0259si \u00f6vlad qoxuyar.
\n\u015e\u0259hid anas\u0131n\u0131n bayram\u0131 \u00f6vlad\u0131 yuxusuna g\u0259ldiyi g\u00fcn say\u0131lar, ba\u015fqa bayram\u0131 olmaz.
\n\u015e\u0259hid anas\u0131 kims\u0259d\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259z, \u015f\u0259hidin\u0259 diqq\u0259t, sevgi v\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259td\u0259n ba\u015fqa.
\n\u015e\u0259hid anas\u0131 \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n tan\u0131nmas\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gec\u0259sini g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u0259 qatar.
\n\u018fmin oldum ki, \u015f\u0259hid anas\u0131 qap\u0131 h\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259ldiyini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259r.
\n\u015e\u0259hid anas\u0131 telefon h\u0259r z\u0259ng \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda z\u0259ng ed\u0259ni \u00f6vlad\u0131 z\u0259nn ed\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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\u018fmin oldum ki, \u015f\u0259hid atas\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u015fax durma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da, \u00f6vlad h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n beli b\u00fck\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flar.
\n\u015e\u0259hid atas\u0131 \u00f6vlad\u0131 haqq\u0131nda birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015far v\u0259 doymaz.
\n\u018fmin oldum ki, \u015f\u0259hid atas\u0131 \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 onun dostlar\u0131n\u0131n xatir\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 yenid\u0259n tapar. O xatir\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 yuxuya ged\u0259r, o xatir\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s alar…
\n\u015e\u0259hid bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin silinm\u0259z bir nisgilin \u00fcnvan\u0131 oldu\u011funa \u0259min oldum.
\n\u018fmin oldum ki, \u015f\u0259hid bac\u0131s\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131 haqq\u0131nda yana-yana dan\u0131\u015far.
\n\u015e\u0259hid bac\u0131s\u0131 qarda\u015f\u0131yla son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 sar\u0131laraq ya\u015fayar.
\n\u018fmin oldum ki, \u015f\u0259hid bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n sad\u0259c\u0259 dili dan\u0131\u015far, q\u0259lbi is\u0259 \u201cqarda\u015f, qarda\u015f\u201d dey\u0259 nal\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r.
\n\u015e\u0259hid bac\u0131s\u0131 g\u00fcl\u0259r, amma \u00fcr\u0259yi qan a\u011flar.\"Yuxular\u0131n<\/a><\/p>\n<\/div>\n
\u018fmin oldum ki, toysuz \u015f\u0259hidin valideyni \u00f6vlad\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0259y ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131 muzey\u0259 \u00e7evir\u0259r. \u00d6vlad\u0131n\u0131n \u0259trini onun \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131ndan alar.
\nB\u0259li, \u015f\u0259hid ail\u0259si olmaq \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli, q\u00fcrurlu bir v\u0259zif\u0259dir.
\nBu v\u0259zif\u0259ni da\u015f\u0131maq, ac\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259lbind\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259r xoncas\u0131 ed\u0259r\u0259k ya\u015famaq dem\u0259kdir.
\nT\u0259rc\u00fcmeyi hal\u0131:
\n\u018fmr\u0259 Kaan Arl\u0131 24 aprel 1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Samsunda do\u011fulub.
\nAil\u0259nin ilk v\u0259 son o\u011ful \u00f6vlad\u0131d\u0131r.
\n1999-cu ild\u0259 K\u00f6rf\u0259z Yeniyal\u0131 Fahri Korut\u00fcrk ibtidai m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 ilk t\u0259hsil\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r.
\nOrta m\u0259kt\u0259bi Yar\u0131mca v\u0259 Ulu\u011fb\u0259y orta m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rind\u0259 davam edib. Orta t\u0259hsilini D\u0259rinc\u0259nin M\u00f6vlan\u0259 orta m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 bitirir.
\nOrta m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 oxudu\u011fu d\u00f6n\u0259md\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ox g\u0259rgin i\u015f rejimi oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn iki il yar\u0131m yat\u0131l\u0131 Quran kursunda oxuyur.
\nK\u00f6rf\u0259z Anadolu Texniki v\u0259 S\u0259naye pe\u015f\u0259 liseyinin(Pe\u015f\u0259 v\u0259 Texniki Anadolu liseyi) Elektrik-elektronika b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259 bitirir.
\nUniversitet t\u0259hsilin\u0259 Kocaeli Universitetinin H\u0259r\u0259k\u0259 Pe\u015f\u0259 \u0130nstitutunda Mexatronika b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r.
\nUniversiteti bitirm\u0259d\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259r getm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcraci\u0259t edir.
\nBel\u0259likl\u0259, t\u0259hsilini donduraraq \u0259sg\u0259ri xidm\u0259t\u0259 gedir.
\n2015-ci ild\u0259 xidm\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Manisa K\u0131rka\u011fac t\u0259lim d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rg\u0259sin\u0259 g\u00f6nd\u0259rilir. Ordan sonra is\u0259 Siirt- \u015e\u0131rvanda pulemyot\u00e7u kimi xidm\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r.
\nV\u0259t\u0259n borcunu \u015f\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259 yerin\u0259 yetir\u0259n \u018fmr\u0259 Kaan 2015-ci ilin 19 avqustunda Siirt P\u0259rvarid\u0259 terror\u00e7ularin bombali basq\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na \u015f\u0259hid olur.
\n\u015e\u0259hid \u018fmr\u0259 Kaan Arl\u0131n\u0131n xatir\u0259sinin \u0259b\u0259dil\u0259\u015fdirilm\u0259si y\u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 bir \u00e7ox i\u015fl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcb.
\nAta yurdu Samsunun Kavak q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 b\u0259l\u0259diyy\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u018fmr\u0259nin ad\u0131 verilib.
\nBundan ba\u015fqa \u0130zmitd\u0259 bir idman salonuna, Sa\u011flam h\u0259yat m\u0259rk\u0259zinin \u0130zmitd\u0259ki \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sin\u0259, \u00c7ay\u0131rova q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 bir k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259, Mersind\u0259 bir m\u0259kt\u0259bin kitabxanas\u0131na, Samsun B\u00f6y\u00fck \u015e\u0259h\u0259r B\u0259l\u0259diyy\u0259si t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n Kavak q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sinin Atayurd k\u0259ndind\u0259 Sosial v\u0259 M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t m\u0259rk\u0259zin\u0259, \u0130zmitin Y\u0259hya Kaptan s\u0259mtind\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n bir Sevgi evin\u0259, Siirt \u015f\u0259h\u0259rinin \u015eirvan q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259sind\u0259 bir bula\u011fa \u018fmr\u0259nin ad\u0131 verilib.Turan.\u0130nfo.Az<\/b><\/i><\/span><\/p>\n

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Mu\u0259llif huquqlar\u0131 qorunur. M\u0259lumatdan istifad\u0259 etdikd\u0259 istinad mutl\u0259qdir.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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