{"id":2270,"date":"2025-10-06T01:34:41","date_gmt":"2025-10-05T21:34:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/?p=2270"},"modified":"2025-10-06T01:42:29","modified_gmt":"2025-10-05T21:42:29","slug":"nat%c9%99van-zulfu-qizi-dogma-sahil-hekay%c9%99","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/?p=2270","title":{"rendered":"Nat\u0259van Z\u00fclf\u00fc q\u0131z\u0131: “DO\u011eMA SAH\u0130L…” (Hekay\u0259)"},"content":{"rendered":"
Nat\u0259van Z\u00fclf\u00fc q\u0131z\u0131 Yusifova<\/b><\/span>\u00a0– 24 noyabr 1975-ci ild\u0259 Q\u0259b\u0259l\u0259 rayonunun X\u0131rxatala k\u0259ndind\u0259 ziyal\u0131 ail\u0259sind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b. 1983-1993-c\u00fc \u0130ll\u0259rd\u0259 X\u0131rxatala k\u0259nd tam orta m\u0259kt\u0259bind\u0259 orta t\u0259hsil al\u0131b, 1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259 \u018fhm\u0259d Cavad ad\u0131na Bak\u0131 M\u0259d\u0259ni-Maarif texnikumunda t\u0259hsilini davam etdirib. 1996-c\u0131 ild\u0259 texnikumun K\u00fctl\u0259vi t\u0259dbirl\u0259r Rejissorlu\u011fu fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirib. H\u0259min ild\u0259n Q\u0259b\u0259l\u0259 rayon m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 M\u0259d\u0259ni-t\u0259\u015fkilatc\u0131, Avtoklub m\u00fcdiri, Metodist k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7isi v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rib. Ail\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t \u0259m\u0259k f\u0259aliyy\u0259tin\u0259 fasil\u0259 verib. 2005-ci ild\u0259n 2025-ci il\u0259 kimi d\u00fcz 20 il Q\u0259b\u0259l\u0259 MKS-nin X\u0131rxatala k\u0259nd filial\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcdiri v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b.
\nAil\u0259lidir, 1 q\u0131z\u0131 1 o\u011flu, 2 n\u0259v\u0259si var.Nat\u0259van xan\u0131m g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259m d\u0259 b\u0259dii yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qla m\u0259\u015fqul olur. \u201cQ\u0131z\u0131lg\u00fcl\u00fcn sevgisi” adl\u0131 hekay\u0259l\u0259r kitab\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fc\u0259llifidir. \u015eeirl\u0259ri, hekay\u0259l\u0259ri v\u0259 publisistik m\u0259qal\u0259l\u0259ri m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u0259tbuat orqanlar\u0131nda, bir s\u0131ra antologiya v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259bi m\u0259cmu\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259rc olunub.<\/p>\n

Haz\u0131rda\u00a0“Yurd”\u00a0<\/i>n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259\u00a0“Yurd.\u0130nfo.Az”<\/i>\u00a0sayt\u0131n\u0131n redaktorudur.<\/p>\n

Biz d\u0259 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131da Nat\u0259van xan\u0131m\u0131n bir hekay\u0259sini oxucular\u0131m\u0131za t\u0259qdim edir v\u0259 ona yeni-yeni yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q u\u011furlar\u0131 arzulay\u0131r\u0131q!..<\/i><\/b><\/span>
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DO\u011eMA SAH\u0130L…<\/b><\/span>
\n(Hekay\u0259)<\/i><\/span><\/p>\n

“V\u0259t\u0259nin bir damla suyu, bir qar\u0131\u015f torpa\u011f\u0131 da \u0259zizdir!..”<\/b><\/i>
\nAtas\u0131 ona be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131 olanda Aleksandr Qrinin “Al yelk\u0259nl\u0259r” kitab\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259diyy\u0259 edib demi\u015fdi:
\n-Sahil, o\u011flum. B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb oxuma\u011f\u0131 bacaranda bu kitab\u0131 oxuyarsan. (Atas\u0131 kitab\u0131n \u00fcz qab\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f hiss\u0259sin\u0259 “Sevimli Sahilim\u0259 atas\u0131ndan” s\u00f6zl\u0259rini yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nG\u0259mi kapitan\u0131 olan Mahmud o\u011flunu \u00e7ox sevirdi. Nec\u0259 ki, bir atan\u0131n do\u011fma \u00f6vlad\u0131na olan sevgisi, eyni zamanda aylarca \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u0259 bilm\u0259m\u0259k h\u0259sr\u0259ti il\u0259. Sahil bu sevgini taml\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259rk ed\u0259 bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, atas\u0131n\u0131n ona olan qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131ndan v\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyi h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n \u00e7ox sevinir, xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini ki\u00e7ik q\u0259lbi il\u0259 d\u0259rk edirdi. M\u00fcxt\u0259lif vaxtlarda ona h\u0259diyy\u0259 edil\u0259n g\u0259mi modell\u0259ri, k\u00fcr\u0259cikl\u0259r, bal\u0131qqulaqlar\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259dilmi\u015f nim\u00e7\u0259, \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qa\u011fay\u0131lar v\u0259 d\u0259niz \u0259ks olunan k\u00f6yn\u0259k, d\u0259niz\u00e7i formas\u0131. Bu h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259n \u0259ziz bildiyi is\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n qartal \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 olan maketi idi.
\nAnas\u0131 Leyla m\u00fc\u0259llim i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Rus dili v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 f\u0259nnind\u0259n d\u0259rs deyirdi. Zaman\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ox hiss\u0259sini m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 ke\u00e7irdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn (iki n\u00f6vb\u0259 d\u0259rs deyirdi) Sahil\u0259 \u00e7ox zaman ay\u0131ra bilmirdi. N\u0259n\u0259sinin himay\u0259sind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n Sahil \u00e7oxlu na\u011f\u0131llar bilir, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259n e\u015fitdiyi na\u011f\u0131llar\u0131n q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259dirdi. \u018fn \u00e7ox da M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259d\u0259. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259 bu na\u011f\u0131l\u0131 Sahil\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda \u00e7oxlu suallar verirdi:
\n-N\u0259n\u0259, div niy\u0259 sehrli almalar\u0131 gizl\u0259tmi\u015fdi? M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259di qarda\u015flar\u0131 niy\u0259 quyuda qoydu? \u015eah n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259di o biri o\u011fullar\u0131ndan \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdi?
\n\u018fslind\u0259 is\u0259 \u00f6z d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259d hesab ed\u0259n bu o\u011flan ist\u0259yirdi ki, n\u0259n\u0259si onu bir daha t\u0259rifl\u0259sin.
\n– B\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259 M\u0259likm\u0259mm\u0259d kimi igid, qorxmaz olacam. Sahilin bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259si onu \u00f6p\u00fcb deyirdi:
\n– M\u0259nim igid Sahilim, s\u0259n d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 oxu, a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fqan ol. Ham\u0131 s\u0259ni sev\u0259c\u0259k, s\u0259n\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259k.
\nBel\u0259c\u0259 ill\u0259r ke\u00e7di. Sahil m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 getdi. \u0130lk d\u0259rsi, sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259si haqq\u0131nda evd\u0259 el\u0259 maraqla dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131 ki, m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n atas\u0131 onu heyranl\u0131qla s\u00fcz\u00fcr, bu balaca u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n h\u0259yat e\u015fqi ona atal\u0131q hissinin m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259mliyini bir daha xat\u0131rlad\u0131r, o\u011flu il\u0259 q\u00fcrur duyurdu.
\n-Ata, sinfimizd\u0259 D\u0259niz adl\u0131 q\u0131z da var. – Bunu deyib g\u00fcl\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini atas\u0131na zill\u0259di.
\n-Bah, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131. Maraql\u0131d\u0131r, Sahil v\u0259 D\u0259niz. Ay s\u0259ni \u015fahzad\u0259, indid\u0259n D\u0259nizi d\u0259 tapd\u0131n.
\nAtas\u0131na sar\u0131lan o\u011flan q\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc onun d\u0259niz \u0259tri ver\u0259n sin\u0259sin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259di.
\n– Ata, s\u0259nd\u0259n d\u0259niz \u0259tri g\u0259lir.
\n-O nec\u0259 olur o\u011ful?
\n-D\u0259niz \u0259tri, y\u0259ni ki, yosun, duzlu su v\u0259 bal\u0131q qoxusu.
\nAtas\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc:
\n-M\u0259nim a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 \u015fahzad\u0259m, s\u0259n bunlar\u0131 nec\u0259 bildin?
\nAlt\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na, fantaziyas\u0131na heyran olan Mahmud onun g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. “Ka\u015f biz \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sinl\u0259r” dedi \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259.
\n1992-ci ilin aprelin sonlar\u0131 idi. 15 ya\u015fl\u0131 Mahmud atas\u0131 c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259n evin b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Evl\u0259ri da\u011f\u0131n yamac\u0131nda oldu\u011fundan su, odun da\u015f\u0131maqda anas\u0131na k\u00f6m\u0259k edirdi. Qaraba\u011f\u0131n \u0259razisi da\u011fl\u0131q relyefd\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdiyind\u0259n q\u0131\u015f\u0131 s\u0259rt ke\u00e7irdi. C\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc c\u0259mi iki d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Birinci d\u0259f\u0259 babas\u0131 il\u0259 ova ged\u0259nd\u0259. Mahmudun babas\u0131 Mahmud ki\u015fi mahir ov\u00e7u idi. \u018fla da at \u00e7apma\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131. N\u0259v\u0259si Mahmudu ba\u011fr\u0131na basaraq ata ehmalca qam\u00e7\u0131 vurdu\u011funda qara k\u00f6hl\u0259n qu\u015f kimi p\u0259rvaz etmi\u015f, C\u0131d\u0131r D\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259 oki var onlar\u0131 g\u0259zdirmi\u015fdi. Ancaq balaca Mahmudu aparanda babas\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 vurmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259tta birc\u0259 g\u00fcll\u0259 d\u0259 atmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Babas\u0131ndan niy\u0259 bel\u0259 etdiyini soru\u015fanda ona cavab\u0131 bu olmu\u015fdu:
\n– O\u011flum, m\u0259n ov\u00e7uyam, s\u0259rrast ni\u015fan al\u0131ram. He\u00e7 vaxt g\u00fcll\u0259m bo\u015fa getm\u0259yib. Amma s\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilmir\u0259m ov\u00e7uluq ed\u0259s\u0259n. Vurdu\u011fum h\u0259r canl\u0131n\u0131n nal\u0259si, ya\u015f donan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri m\u0259ni gec\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 rahat yatma\u011fa qoymur.
\nBu s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n t\u0259sirl\u0259n\u0259n o\u011flan he\u00e7 vaxt t\u00fcf\u0259ng atmayaca\u011f\u0131na s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi.
\nC\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 ikinci gedi\u015fi Rusiyada ya\u015fayan day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259lm\u0259si \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 qonaql\u0131q t\u0259\u015fkil etm\u0259l\u0259ri olmu\u015fdu. \u0130\u015f adam\u0131 olan day\u0131s\u0131 onlara C\u0131d\u0131rda \u0259yl\u0259nm\u0259yi m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t bilmi\u015fdi.
\nAtas\u0131 t\u00f6vl\u0259d\u0259n iri bir qo\u00e7u buynuzundan tutub bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131\u015f, h\u0259r zaman yan\u0131nda g\u0259zdirdiyi ucu par-par yanan \u0259yribel b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 c\u0259km\u0259kl\u0259 qo\u00e7un ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259d\u0259nind\u0259n \u00fczm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bunu g\u00f6rm\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Mahmud \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yana \u00e7evirib g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yummu\u015f, i\u00e7ind\u0259n bir s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi.
\nQo\u00e7un d\u0259risi \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131ld\u0131qdan sonra \u0259ti do\u011franm\u0131\u015f, tavaya y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 duz, istiot, \u0259dviyyat, so\u011fan vurulmu\u015fdu. Atas\u0131 ona \u015firin s\u0259sl\u0259: – Mahmud, qa\u00e7 bala, qon\u015fudan Zabir \u0259minin o d\u0259mir\u00e7i \u015fi\u015fl\u0259rini d\u0259 g\u0259tir, – demi\u015fdi. Mahmud qa\u00e7a-qa\u00e7a gedib \u015fi\u015fl\u0259ri g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi.
\nYem\u0259kd\u0259n \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f day\u0131s\u0131na bir anl\u0131q n\u0259z\u0259r salanda qo\u00e7un taleyin\u0259 bir daha ac\u0131m\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n-Ay\u0259 nolub? Olmaya m\u0259nim g\u0259lm\u0259yim\u0259 sevinmirs\u0259n?
\nDay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u015fit-\u015fit g\u00fcl\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259, \u0259td\u0259n itib-batan g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 v\u0259 iri qarn\u0131na n\u0259z\u0259r salaraq: – Yox sevinir\u0259m, niy\u0259 sevinm\u0259yim ki?
\n\u018fslind\u0259 he\u00e7 d\u0259 sevinm\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\nAnas\u0131 S\u0259may\u0259 evd\u0259 n\u0259ki palaz, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259k, qab-qacaq varsa xurcunlara y\u0131\u011fd\u0131, xurcunlar\u0131 atlara y\u00fckl\u0259dil\u0259r.
\n-Ay qarda\u015f, s\u0259n Qarag\u00f6z\u0259 min. O dinc atd\u0131.
\nDay\u0131s\u0131 iri \u0259ndam\u0131yla ata nec\u0259 mindis\u0259 at\u0131n beli \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcb- qalxd\u0131. Qalanlar is\u0259 ata, anas\u0131, balaca bac\u0131s\u0131 v\u0259 Mahmud araba qo\u015fqusundan azadl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00fcl\u0259n iki yab\u0131ya mindil\u0259r.
\nG\u00fcnortaya yax\u0131n C\u0131d\u0131r D\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131lar. Uzaqdan yaz g\u00fcn\u0259\u015finin il\u0131q \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 Mahmudun g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qama\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Ya\u015faran g\u00f6zl\u0259rini \u0259li il\u0259 tutan o\u011flan \u00fc\u00e7 il qabaq babas\u0131 il\u0259 bura ilk g\u0259ldiyi g\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Mahmud ki\u015fi h\u0259min g\u00fcn n\u0259v\u0259sin\u0259 sanki bir u\u011fur yolu, ba\u015fqa bir h\u0259yat ba\u015flatma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi bura.
\nBabas\u0131n\u0131n ovdan g\u0259tirdiyi \u00e7\u00f6l qu\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, ceyran, c\u00fcy\u00fcr \u0259tini i\u015ftaha il\u0259 yey\u0259n o\u011flan h\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra he\u00e7 vaxt sevin\u0259r\u0259k \u0259t yem\u0259di. Evd\u0259 t\u00f6hm\u0259t almamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir-iki tik\u0259 yey\u0259rdi.
\n\u00d6t\u0259n q\u0131\u015f babas\u0131 q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ndi. Mahmudu yata\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b ona: -S\u0259n m\u0259nim arzular\u0131msan, – demi\u015fdi.
\nSonra u\u015faq he\u00e7 n\u0259 xat\u0131rlamam\u0131\u015f kimi babas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc, o qarl\u0131, \u00e7ov\u011funlu g\u00fcnd\u0259 soyuq torpa\u011fa basd\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sanki kino kimi izl\u0259mi\u015fdi. Amma a\u011flamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Babas\u0131n\u0131n bir d\u0259f\u0259 ona dediyi “Ki\u015fil\u0259r a\u011flamaz” s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n– \u00c7atd\u0131q, n\u0259hay\u0259t.
\nMahmudu x\u0259yallardan ay\u0131ran s\u0259s anas\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259lah\u0259tli s\u0259siydi. C\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn s\u00fcbh g\u00fcn\u0259\u015find\u0259 b\u0259rq vuran g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda heyran olmamaq m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyildi.
\nAtlardan t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcb g\u0259tirdikl\u0259rini yerb\u0259yer etdil\u0259r. Anas\u0131 palaz\u0131 g\u00f6y otlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0259rdi, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259k, m\u00fct\u0259kk\u0259l\u0259ri d\u00fczd\u00fc. S\u00fcfr\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131b nim\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri, st\u0259kanlar\u0131, sac \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259rini, g\u00f6y-g\u00f6y\u0259rti, pendir, cam\u0131\u015f qat\u0131\u011f\u0131 v\u0259 dig\u0259r \u015feyl\u0259ri s\u0259liq\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdirdi. Atas\u0131 manqal\u0131 haz\u0131rlad\u0131, \u0259ti \u015fi\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi. Samovara su t\u00f6kd\u00fc, od sald\u0131. \u018ftl\u0259ri manqala yerl\u0259\u015fdirdikc\u0259 qonaq g\u0259l\u0259n day\u0131 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdi.
\nPalaz\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 m\u00fct\u0259kk\u0259y\u0259 dirs\u0259kl\u0259n\u0259n qonaq arada q\u0131m\u0131\u015f\u0131r, t\u0259sdiq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259yirdi. Bu m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259ni izl\u0259y\u0259n Mahmud anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7evrildi.
\n-Ay o\u011ful, kabab bi\u015f\u0259n\u0259c\u0259n get bac\u0131nla bir az \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k topla. Amma uza\u011fa getm\u0259yin ha, pislik \u00e7oxdur.
\nS\u0259may\u0259 pislik dey\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n i\u00e7ind\u0259n bir gizilti ke\u00e7di. Mahmudun fikri is\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259tind\u0259 idi. Atas\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131: – Bizim \u00fcst t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259ki qon\u015fumuz varha Suren. O yaman bic adamd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, “Ara, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 bizim torpaqda m\u0259skunla\u015fd\u0131z.” Bu s\u00f6z m\u0259n\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259sir etdi ki, tutdum k\u00f6yn\u0259yinin yaxas\u0131ndan, dedim: – \u018f, s\u0259n \u00f6l, s\u0259ni \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259r\u0259m ha.
\nQorxdu it balas\u0131, \u0259limi tutaraq zarafat etdiyini dedi.
\nAtas\u0131n\u0131n bu s\u00f6hb\u0259tin\u0259 day\u0131s\u0131: -H\u0259 el\u0259dir, \u00e7ox bilmi\u015fdil\u0259r. H\u0259tta, Rusiyada da m\u0259qam g\u00f6zl\u0259yirl\u0259r. Yan g\u0259zir\u0259m onlardan.
\nBu m\u00f6vzuda s\u00f6hb\u0259t d\u00fcz bir saat \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\n-Ata, s\u0259n\u0259 nolub?
\nSahilin s\u0259sin\u0259 diksin\u0259n Mahmud o\u011flunun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tumarlay\u0131b -Acmam\u0131san? – dedi.
\nNaharda Mahmud Sahil\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib: – Ye o\u011flum, doyunca ye, – deyirdi.
\nDoyunca? Bu s\u00f6z onu yen\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015f\u0259 apard\u0131.
\nH\u0259min g\u00fcn \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k toplayanda uzaqdan ov t\u00fcf\u0259nginin s\u0259sini e\u015fitdi. Bu an bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u018fvv\u0259l el\u0259 bildi zarafat edir onunla. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bac\u0131-qarda\u015f bu \u00e7\u00fcr aktyorluq ed\u0259rdil\u0259r. Amma yax\u0131nla\u015fanda 7 ya\u015fl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259n f\u0131\u015fq\u0131ran qan\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb qorxdu. \u00c7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131b arxaya anas\u0131gilin yan\u0131na qa\u00e7d\u0131. Atas\u0131n\u0131n: – “nolub?” – dem\u0259si il\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n qulaqbat\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 f\u0259ryad\u0131 bir-birin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r \u015fey bir anda ba\u015f verdiyind\u0259n, sonra n\u0259 olmas\u0131 yad\u0131nda qalmad\u0131. Day\u0131s\u0131 Mahmudu at\u0131n t\u0259rkin\u0259 al\u0131b oradan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. K\u0259nd camaat\u0131 hadis\u0259 yerin\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bir q\u0259d\u0259r sonra bac\u0131s\u0131 S\u0259riyy\u0259nin cans\u0131z b\u0259d\u0259nini vay-\u015fiv\u0259nl\u0259 g\u0259tirdil\u0259r. M\u0259lum oldu ki, qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131lan erm\u0259ni g\u00fcll\u0259sin\u0259 (guya ov edirmi\u015f) tu\u015f g\u0259l\u0259n u\u015faq d\u0259rhal ke\u00e7inibmi\u015f. S\u0259riyy\u0259ni d\u0259fn ed\u0259nd\u0259 atas\u0131na diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxan Mahmudun a\u011flamaqdan q\u0131zaran g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n bir \u015fey qa\u00e7mad\u0131. Atas\u0131n\u0131n aln\u0131ndan t\u0259r pu\u00e7ur-pu\u00e7ur axaraq g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dinm\u0259z, s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131rx m\u0259rasimini vermi\u015fdi atas\u0131.
\nEl\u0259 o sakit g\u00f6rk\u0259mi il\u0259 d\u0259 c\u0259bh\u0259y\u0259 yollanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir il sonra \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259 Mahmudun yad\u0131na atas\u0131n\u0131n aln\u0131nda pu\u00e7urlanm\u0131\u015f t\u0259r damc\u0131s\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nD\u0259rd bir-birinin ard\u0131nca ayaq a\u00e7an bu ail\u0259nin qism\u0259tin\u0259 bir d\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u00fck d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Gah vaqonlarda, gah k\u00f6hn\u0259 m\u0259kt\u0259b binas\u0131nda s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacaq tapan ail\u0259 iki n\u0259f\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t olsa da, b\u0259z\u0259n \u00e7ay i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 q\u0259nd, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k bat\u0131rma\u011fa \u015for bel\u0259 tapm\u0131rd\u0131. Gec\u0259l\u0259r anas\u0131n\u0131n h\u0131cq\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131na \u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n Mahmud \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 oxuyaca\u011f\u0131na, anas\u0131n\u0131 bu dar g\u00fcnd\u0259n qurtaraca\u011f\u0131na s\u00f6z verdi. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n \u015firin \u00e7ayla yavan \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi uzadaraq “Doyunca ye bala” dem\u0259si onu \u00e7ox k\u00f6vr\u0259ldirdi.
\nX\u0259yallardan ayr\u0131lan Mahmud o\u011fluna sevgi il\u0259 bax\u0131b sa\u00e7lar\u0131na s\u0131\u011fal \u00e7\u0259kdi.
\nGec\u0259 yata\u011f\u0131na girm\u0259zd\u0259n \u0259vv\u0259l o\u011flunu \u00f6pd\u00fc, yatmaq ist\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259 yen\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259r ona dinclik verm\u0259di. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 sinif d\u0259ft\u0259rl\u0259rini yoxlay\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130st\u0259di desin ki, “G\u0259l yat, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ox yorma”. Amma dem\u0259di, fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, b\u0259lk\u0259 kitab oxusun. Kitab\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259 alanda h\u0259min an \u00f6t\u0259n ill\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131.
\nU\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n o m\u00fcdhi\u015f anlar\u0131n\u0131 unuda bilmirdi. Anas\u0131 m\u0259skunla\u015fd\u0131qlar\u0131 rayondak\u0131 u\u015faq bax\u00e7as\u0131nda xadim\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Mahmud da s\u0259yl\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r, \u0259la\u00e7\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na m\u0259qs\u0259d qoyurdu.
\nN\u0259hay\u0259t m\u0259kt\u0259bi \u0259la qiym\u0259tl\u0259rl\u0259 bitirdi. Ali H\u0259rbi D\u0259niz\u00e7ilik m\u0259kt\u0259bin\u0259 daxil oldu. Oran\u0131 da f\u0259rql\u0259nm\u0259 il\u0259 bitirdi. Ail\u0259 qurdu. H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ox hiss\u0259sini d\u0259nizd\u0259, mavi sular\u0131n qoynunda ke\u00e7irdi. H\u0259r m\u0259zuniyy\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 o\u011fluna yeni mac\u0259ralar dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, getdiyi \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259tirirdi.
\nXo\u015f anlar\u0131n t\u0259siri il\u0259 yuxuya ged\u0259n Mahmudun h\u0259yat\u0131nda h\u0259r \u015fey axar\u0131nda idi, ka\u015f ki o g\u00fcn olmasayd\u0131….
\nD\u0259niz \u00e7ox t\u0259lat\u00fcml\u00fc idi. \u015eah\u0259 qalxan quduz dal\u011falar d\u0259niz\u00e7il\u0259ri qorxuda bilm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, ehtiyatl\u0131 olmaq laz\u0131m idi.
\n-C\u0259nab kapitan-leytenant, SOS g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259kmi?
\nMahmud matrosun bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 sakitc\u0259 cavab verdi: -Olar, amma sonu g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259k, t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259k.
\nQ\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n h\u00fcnd\u00fcr dal\u011fa kapitan\u0131 nec\u0259 oynatd\u0131sa g\u0259minin s\u00fckan\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, g\u0259minin g\u00f6y\u0259rt\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131lan Mahmud matrosun dal\u011fan\u0131n a\u011fu\u015funda d\u0259niz\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc v\u0259 bir anda sulara q\u0259rq oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rd\u00fc. D\u0259rhal \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 suya at\u0131ld\u0131. Bunu g\u00f6r\u0259n kapitan k\u00f6m\u0259k\u00e7isi v\u0259 dig\u0259r hey\u0259t \u00fczvl\u0259ri t\u0259\u015fvi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u00d6zl\u0259rini itirm\u0259yib toru suya atd\u0131lar. Trosu suya sald\u0131lar. D\u0259niz sanki b\u00fct\u00fcn q\u0259z\u0259bini bu t\u0259nha, s\u0259rh\u0259d qoruyan g\u0259minin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 t\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130yirmi d\u0259qiq\u0259lik \u201cm\u00fcbariz\u0259d\u0259n\u201d sonra n\u0259hay\u0259t ki, kapitan\u0131 v\u0259 matrosu xilas etdil\u0259r. D\u0259niz d\u0259 bir q\u0259d\u0259r sakitl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. G\u0259minin ekipaj kabin\u0259sind\u0259 uzanan h\u0259r iki d\u0259niz\u00e7inin v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti a\u011f\u0131r idi. H\u0259kimin s\u0259yi n\u0259tic\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7an matros \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 \u00e7evrilib xilaskar\u0131na baxd\u0131. Kapitan h\u0259l\u0259 ay\u0131lmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259sind\u0259 bir nur vard\u0131. Yan\u0131na topla\u015fan ekipaj \u00fczvl\u0259ri onun ay\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. S\u00fcni n\u0259f\u0259s qo\u015fulan aparata diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxan h\u0259kimi q\u0259fil q\u0259h\u0259r bo\u011fdu. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0259hd ets\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 kapitan Mahmudu h\u0259yata qaytara bilm\u0259di.
\n– Onu itirdik, – dey\u0259r\u0259k k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 yana baxd\u0131.
\nBu s\u00f6z\u0259 diksin\u0259n hey\u0259t \u00fczvl\u0259rinin h\u0131cq\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131 g\u0259minin yekn\u0259saq fitin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nErt\u0259si g\u00fcn v\u0259t\u0259n do\u011fma sahill\u0259rind\u0259 \u00f6z \u00f6vlad\u0131n\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131rd\u0131. Sahil\u0259 toplanm\u0131\u015f insan izdiham\u0131n\u0131 balaca o\u011flan\u0131n “Ata, atam!” s\u0259si k\u00f6vr\u0259ltdi. Bu Sahil idi. Kapitan Mahmudun “D\u0259niz \u015fahzad\u0259si!”
\nKapitan\u0131n faci\u0259li \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259n, bil\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259s t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259nirdi.<\/p>\n

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\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin do\u011fma \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 sinif ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n Sahilin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. G\u00fcn\u0259\u015f-in \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bir anl\u0131q bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259n Sahil \u0259li il\u0259 g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tumarlad\u0131 v\u0259 o biri \u0259lind\u0259 tutdu\u011fu q\u0259l\u0259min ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 doda\u011f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. V\u0259r\u0259qin yuxar\u0131 hiss\u0259sind\u0259n iri h\u0259rfl\u0259rl\u0259 \u0130n\u015fa “Az\u0259rbaycan dey\u0259nd\u0259” yazma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nM\u0259nim ad\u0131m Sahildir, 12 ya\u015f\u0131m var. Atam m\u0259n\u0259 “D\u0259niz \u015fahzad\u0259m” dey\u0259rdi. M\u0259n atam\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdim. \u0130ndi d\u0259 \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki o h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259niml\u0259dir. V\u0259t\u0259nim Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131 da m\u0259n\u0259 sevdir\u0259n atam olub. Sonra da anam v\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rim. M\u0259n d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259nd\u0259 atam, babam kimi v\u0259t\u0259nim\u0259 layiqli \u00f6vlad olaca\u011fam.
\nAz\u0259rbaycand\u0131r m\u0259nim v\u0259t\u0259nim, do\u011fma cand\u0131r v\u0259t\u0259nim!..<\/b><\/p>\n

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Mu\u0259llif huquqlar\u0131 qorunur.<\/div>\n
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