{"id":2334,"date":"2026-04-03T00:05:37","date_gmt":"2026-04-02T20:05:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/?p=2334"},"modified":"2026-04-03T00:05:37","modified_gmt":"2026-04-02T20:05:37","slug":"qayit-gulum-darixmisam-senincun","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/?p=2334","title":{"rendered":"QAYIT G\u00dcL\u00dcM, DARIXMI\u015eAM S\u018fN\u0130N\u00c7\u00dcN!"},"content":{"rendered":"

B\u0259zi ac\u0131lar var ki… he\u00e7 vaxt qaysaq tutmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 daha\u00a0 \u00e7ox hiss edirs\u0259n. H\u0259r k\u0259s torpaq u\u011frunda \u015e\u0259hid olan q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131n xatir\u0259sini \u0259ziz tutur, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bilir .<\/strong>
\nAmma siz bir d\u0259 \u015e\u0259hidi\u00a0 onun do\u011fmalar\u0131ndan soru\u015fun: bitm\u0259y\u0259n ac\u0131lardan, yar\u0131m qalm\u0131\u015f arzulardan v\u0259 tamamlanmam\u0131\u015f \u015e\u0259hid h\u0259yat\u0131ndan siz\u0259 hekay\u0259l\u0259r dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n.., q\u0259lbinin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131, yan\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirsin…<\/strong>
\nBel\u0259 q\u0259mli hekay\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc sip\u0259r etmi\u015f bir \u00e7ox \u015e\u0259hid yax\u0131nlar\u0131,analar\u0131, atalar\u0131, bac\u0131lar\u0131 v\u0259 s do\u011fmalar\u0131, \u0259zizl\u0259ri var. K\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6vlad ac\u0131s\u0131, \u015f\u0259hid\u00a0 h\u0259sr\u0259ti il\u0259 dolduran bel\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man analar\u0131m\u0131zdan\u00a0 biri d\u0259 iki \u015e\u0259hid anas\u0131 Zeyn\u0259b anad\u0131r. O,\u015e\u0259hid \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 q\u0259lbind\u0259 ya\u015fadaraq h\u0259r zaman m\u0259\u011frur dayanma\u011f\u0131 bacaran Az\u0259rbaycan xan\u0131m\u0131,Az\u0259rbaycan anas\u0131d\u0131r. Lakin zaman-zaman bu q\u0259m,bu k\u0259d\u0259r k\u00f6n\u00fcl d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b v\u0259r\u0259ql\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr v\u0259 anan\u0131n k\u00f6vr\u0259k h\u0259sr\u0259tinin ifad\u0259sin\u0259 \u00e7evrilir. Aprel ay\u0131n\u0131n 1-i Zeyn\u0259b anan\u0131n ilk \u015e\u0259hid \u00f6vlad\u0131 Mehman Bayramovun m\u00f6vlud g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr. Anan\u0131n aprel ay\u0131n\u0131n 1-d\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lib 21 il sonra iyul ay\u0131n\u0131n 1-d\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259mancas\u0131na \u015f\u0259hid olan Mehman balas\u0131na \u00fcnvanlanm\u0131\u015f h\u0259sr\u0259tini siz oxucular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n\u00a0diqq\u0259tin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131r\u0131q.<\/strong><\/p>\n

RAM\u0130L\u018f \u018fL\u0130YEVA<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

ZiM.Az<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

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QAYIT G\u00dcL\u00dcM, DARIXMI\u015eAM S\u018fN\u0130N\u00c7\u00dcN!<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

\u018flimd\u0259n g\u0259ls\u0259ydi \u0259g\u0259r m\u0259nim d\u0259,<\/strong><\/em><\/span>
\nBir \u015feir yazard\u0131m m\u0259n Mehman\u0131ma,<\/strong><\/em><\/span>
\nS\u0259p\u0259rdim \u0259riy\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259k ya\u011f\u0131m\u0131,<\/strong><\/em><\/span>
\nAxan g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131mla misralar\u0131ma!<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

Atan son x\u0259b\u0259ri e\u015fitm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn radionu i\u015f\u0259 sald\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 tez idi dey\u0259s\u0259n. H\u0259zin bir musiqi s\u0259dalar\u0131 yay\u0131ld\u0131 ev\u0259, m\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni sanki q\u0259lbimin s\u0259sini yay\u0131rd\u0131 al\u0259m\u0259:<\/p>\n

“Gec\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz d\u0259 axtar\u0131r g\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259ni.
\nDilimd\u0259 bir ad\u0131n, g\u0259zir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm s\u0259ni”<\/p>\n

Mehman balam, s\u0259n 1 apreld\u0259, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n zarafat, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f v\u0259 aldatma g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6z a\u00e7m\u0131san. M\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259lir ki, yen\u0259 d\u0259 zarafat edirs\u0259n. S\u0259n 1 apreld\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131 aldatsan da, he\u00e7 zaman anan\u0131 aldatmazd\u0131n. \u0130ndi g\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259yin d\u0259 ka\u015f bir zarafat, aldatma olayd\u0131. Ka\u015f 1 apreld\u0259 evin\u0259 g\u0259lib ana s\u0259ni aldad\u0131rd\u0131m, zarafat edirdim dey\u0259ydin. Sa\u011f olsayd\u0131n 34 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qeyd ed\u0259rdim, lakin s\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 cavansan a\u011fac kimi 21 ya\u015f\u0131nda olacaqsan,21 ya\u015f\u0131nda qalacaqsan…
\nM\u0259nim 21 illik qona\u011f\u0131m, Mehman balam!<\/p>\n

Bir qona\u011fam bu d\u00fcnyada,
\nBir g\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcm ged\u0259r bada<\/p>\n

Dey\u0259n S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun bu \u015feri h\u0259m d\u0259 s\u0259nin kimi d\u00fcnyada tez k\u00f6c\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259sr edib.<\/p>\n

M\u00fc\u011f\u0259nni bu mahn\u0131dan ba\u015fqa mahn\u0131ya ke\u00e7ir:<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbimd\u0259 ahu-zar\u0131m var,
\nH\u0259r s\u0259bri q\u0259rar\u0131m var.<\/p>\n

Art\u0131q s\u0259brim t\u00fck\u0259nib, ill\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 m\u0259nd\u0259n daha \u00e7ox uzaqla\u015f\u0131rsan, Mehman balam!<\/p>\n

Qoyub bizi intizarda ney\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lm\u0259z, m\u0259nim balam?!<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz he\u00e7 n\u0259yin dad\u0131-duzu qalmay\u0131b, m\u0259nim balam. Qara uzun gec\u0259l\u0259rim, n\u0259mli g\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131m sabahlar\u0131m haraylar s\u0259ni.., “Hardasan?”<\/p>\n

“Harda ahu m\u0259l\u0259s\u0259 bil ki, o, m\u0259n\u0259m s\u0259nsiz!”<\/p>\n

B\u0259lk\u0259 \u015firin bir yuxuya getmis\u0259n ona g\u00f6r\u0259 e\u015fitmirs\u0259n m\u0259nim f\u0259ryad\u0131m\u0131?<\/p>\n

“K\u00f6nl\u00fcm f\u0259ryad el\u0259yir, n\u0259 yatm\u0131san, oyan, g\u00fcl!”<\/p>\n

Ya da uzaq bir s\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131san, \u0259b\u0259di bir s\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 getmis\u0259n dem\u0259y\u0259 dilim g\u0259lmir. S\u0259ni y\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcb a\u011flay\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u0259rim.Amma\u00a0 s\u0259n yoxsan dem\u0259y\u0259 dilim g\u0259lmir h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259… \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00fcmidl\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram. Yoxlu\u011funa \u0130nand\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcn s\u0259nin yanina k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259c\u0259m, Mehman balam! 2 il \u0259sg\u0259rlikd\u0259 oldun, 6 ay d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 bilr\u0259m ki, harasa getmis\u0259n yen\u0259 n\u0259 vaxtsa g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u00dcmid dolu g\u00f6zl\u0259rim yoluna dikilib s\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259yir.\u018ftrin burnuma g\u0259lir, \u00fcr\u0259yim yaman ist\u0259yir s\u0259ni, Mehman balam!<\/p>\n

Qay\u0131t g\u00fcl\u00fcm dar\u0131xm\u0131\u015fam s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nQay\u0131t g\u00fcl\u00fcm anan \u00f6l\u00fcr s\u0259nin\u00e7\u00fcn.<\/p>\n

Uzun ayr\u0131l\u0131qdan, h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n sonra,
\nDey\u0259s\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131q da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 atd\u0131n.
\n\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6zl\u0259dik, n\u0259d\u0259n, ay o\u011ful
\nBinam\u0131za da\u015f olaraq qay\u0131td\u0131n..?<\/p>\n

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\u0130K\u0130 \u015e\u018fH\u0130D ANASI – <\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

BAYRAMOVA ZEYNAB \u018fSG\u018fR QIZI<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

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B\u0259zi ac\u0131lar var ki… he\u00e7 vaxt qaysaq tutmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 zaman ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 daha\u00a0 \u00e7ox hiss edirs\u0259n. H\u0259r…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2336,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[103,51],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2334","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-shidlrimiz","category-unutsaq-unudulariq"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2334","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2334"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2334\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2338,"href":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2334\/revisions\/2338"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2336"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2334"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2334"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/zefer.info.az\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2334"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}